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The Dynamic has now become completely insane and lives only inside of himself. He spends his days sleeping and nights crying, for he now sees the world around him for what it is, a horrible nightmare.

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I sleep all day and cry all night
some days I wish to lose my sight
but the love in life I cannot see
everything is becoming real to me

all two women I've ever had
cheated on me, drove me mad
oh how I hate infidelity
everything is becoming real to me

I slaughtered my innocence, I killed the youth
I martyred myself, became uncouth
I would hang myself all to be free
It’s all becoming real to me

But loneliness is sinking in
I continue to drown myself in sin
I struggle to find the will to be
But now its becoming real to me

I want the perfect isolation
But I fail and leave with desolation
I’d bow to my King on bended knee
If it wasn’t all so real to me


Alas, I cannot kill myself
A coward, I am, up on my shelf
Of stocked up displayed sinners-to-be
For now it’s all so real to me

So I wait in the shadows for my demise
And pray to God somebody tries
To end me while I find a key
To end whats becoming real to me

So what is this thing that I have found?
I buried it deep within the ground
Underneath the willow tree
Whats becoming real to me

It’s the realization I have no art
And the fact I can’t make a fresh, clean start
And be someone ill never be
It’s all becoming real to me

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from Everything is Becoming Real to Me, released November 26, 2014

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Demolished By Neglect was an experimental Dark Ambient project that deals with themes of religion, insanity, death, and sexuality.

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